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Thursday, 14 May 2015

How To Dealing With Embarrasment

Hello people on the internet! Well today I'm in the mood to write something in English. I don't care if it's wrong as long as you understand what I mean.

Right, do you ever feel in a situation when you did something horrible, something stupid in a crowded place or in front of your friends or in front of your crush that you wanna locked yourself in a bunker and sitting in the corner forever? Yeah, I know that feeling.


As you know I am a socially awkward and shy and have a social anxiety problem (but not much) so being outside and meet people is pretty much makes me anxious and shy. The worst part is when I was outside and try to socializing with my friends or with my office mates or with my family member but all of the sudden I did a very embarrassing thing in front of them. Embarrassing thing that makes everyone probably laugh or at least look at me like I'm the dumbest person in the entire world.

Now i will give you a little tips for people who has the same problem like me, which is always over thinking when I do a very embarrassing things in front of people.

Forget it
I can make sure they will forget about what they saw yeaaah at least 30 minutes after the incident. Why can i say that? Because i did it, i do laugh when see people doing stupid things but after that, i forgot everything. So, stop thinking about it because they really don't give a shit. If they still make joke on you about that stupid thing, i can make sure they just want some attention, so just ignore it.

I know it's not easy to forget that embarrassing moment, but you have to fight for your better future. You don't want to be the person who eaten up by your embarrassing memories right?

If you still thinking about it and worry "are they still remember that incident?" or "i don't want them remember me because of that embarrassing  thing" just remember this, people will only thinking about you if, first if they in love with you, two they probably really hates you. So, about those stupid incident, they will forget it. If they don't forget, just deal with it. So, don't be afraid anymore, okay?

That's all the tips, i hope it's useful for you, and good luck.

Wednesday, 6 May 2015

My Playlist May 2015

I don't know why the past 1 month i feel so blue. I don't know i think i'm in the situation of being in love with someone i know, but in the same time i feel so sad because he probably won't love me back for some reason. There are so many possibility he can't love me back but yeah i kinda let it be fine because it happened to me a couple years ago, and i've survived. Not literally survived because now i fall for him again. Shit. I hope he loves me too *while sobbing in the corner of my room*

So this playlist is contain with love song, but everytime i play this song i end up with crying because i realised no one would ever listen to all of these song while thinking about me at the same time. lol i'm such a pathetic. So here they are the songs.


1. Jamie Scott - Unbreakable
I really need a man who play this song while thinking of me. Oh God this song is amazing.


2. Paramore - Hate To See You Heartbreak ft Joy Williams


3. Panic! At The Disco - Hallelujah
Actually it's not about the love song i mention before. This song is the new single of PATD. What!!! ikr, this is a good thing that probably PATD will release the new album this year. But i just found out a shocking and bad news. Spencer Smith is leaving the band. This made my heart break, why everybody left? If Bredon leave too i would literally crying under my bed for 24 hours/7 days a week.


4. Ariana Grande - Love Me Harder feat The Weeknd
I don't know it's just me or the lyrics is kinda sounds like the song is about having sex or something, right? If you don't think about that, yes only me and my dirty mind only think about that. End of topic.


5. Adam Levine - Lost Stars


6. Jamie Scott - Standing In The Rain


7. L'arc~en~Ciel - Hitomi no Jyuunin


8. Jason Mraz - Mr. Curiosity


9. David Archuleta - Crush
Hahahaha i said it that i'm in love with someone, so it's not weird i'm listening to this song.


10. Ellie Goulding - Love Me Like You Do
Talking about this song reminds me of the movie, i just wanna say what the hell i just watched? is that a thing? People too much talking about the novel and the movie, i thought it was great and massive but when i read and watched both novel and movie it's just too boring for me. But this song is good one tho.

So, that's all about playlist for this month i hope everybody who fall in love like my playlist. See you next time.

Saturday, 2 May 2015

30 Days Challenge: DAY 30 - MY HIGHS AND LOWS OF THIS MONTH


April is great overall, but i think everything is all straight. I just have one thing that probably my low of this month i literally fall in love with someone but the end of the story is not going well. That's it.

My high of this month maybe, Oh i know, my sister just got married and i'm so happy. Everything about my job and my hobby are all great .

Maybe that's all about my high and low of this month. Now i want to announce that i finish the challenge successfully. Yeay!

well it's fun tho, i think i need to do this again next time. see you soon guys byee!!

Friday, 1 May 2015

30 Days Challenge: DAY 29 - GOALS FOR THE NEXT 30 DAYS



I don't even know what i want to do next week, my life is a mess. But i have some target that i have to achieve for the next 30 days, it is continue writing my book, uhm i mean i want to published my own book but i think i have to write the draft first. I am really lazy to continue writing, like 24 hours is not enough for me. 

I worked till 6, and got home at 9, this month is totally busy because i have to finish the 30 days challenge. I think if the challenge is done i can continue writing because i have more spare time at night and on the weekend. And i quite happy that on the next month (May) we have a couple of national holiday, so i have a little extra time on writing. 

Well i hope this this plan is going well and i can finish the book this year. I'm so excited tomorrow is my last day doing the challenge. Adios!