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Thursday, 30 November 2017

I Thought I Love Myself


I always thought that I already love myself until something bad happen to me couple days ago. My friends said that all of the problem in my life actually not a problem because the problem itself comes from myself. Yeah, I always blame myself, depend my happiness to others, afraid to be alone, never see the positive side of me, and sometimes comparing myself to others.

The will to make everyone happy is one of the worst thing that happen in my life. I've tried so hard to change my perspective that we can't make everyone happy or ourself be the one who's left unhappy. But still I can't do it. Sometimes I hate myself for being like this and it's like I did all my best but still has the same ends.

Saturday, 24 June 2017

Me Being an ARMY ?

Setelah sekian lama ga bisa meluangkan waktu buat posting di blog, kali ini gue coba bikin satu postingan sambil nunggu gue ngantuk. Kali ini gue mau bahas soal Korea atau K-Pop dan gue yang tiba-tiba disebut Army.

Mungkin kalian tau kalau beberapa tahun terakhir memang Korean Wave jadi populer di Indonesia, dan dari jaman masih sekolah gue ga terlalu tertarik dengan ke-Koreaan karena ya kurang suka aja. Terlebih lagi di drama cowo-cowo terlihat sangat romantis dan personil boyband yang gue liat dandannya kok gitu banget.

Gue dulu suka banget ngeledekin temen gue yang suka K-Pop dan bingung sendiri kok temen gue bisa bedain personilnya yang saat itu gue ngeliatnya mukanya kaya sama semua ._.