Me Being So Useless

Good afternoon people, what do you up to recently?
I'm not in the busy things for the last 3 and a half months. So, the story behind this case is i decided to quit from my last job and for the last 3 and a half months i just spend my day for apply some vacancies and do the interview test and mostly i  spend a lot of time on the internet.

And today i want to refresh my brain and being productive (a bit). I always want to update my blog like every month, but i'm such a professional procrastinator so i just clicked the new post button and thinking what kind of story i want to share this time. So while i was thinking i just moved to youtube, tumblr, twitter and all of the interesting things on the internet and 6 hours later i realized... I'm doing nothing with my blog. Every single time.

So, today i forced myself to write something to let my brain thinking for a while. Since i'm not in the busy time i always woke up at 11 or 12 pm, what kind of person am i? a typical day for me for the last 3 and a half months is waking up late, eat breakfast at 11 a.m and then take a shower, go to the internet and then have a lunch back to the computer and do the internet thing again, about 6 pm i take a shower and have dinner and back to the internet again until 1 a.m. And do the same thing tomorrow and keep doing it all over again until a couple weeks a go i realized "how can i through this life if i still doing nothing?" I feel like me is the most useless person in the world. Because i dont want to be the worst, i decided to spend my free day life in a different way.

First thing is try to wake up and get out of my bed before 9 am in the morning. It sounded easy but for me as a nocturnal human being, this thing is so hard. But i made it, for the last 4 days i always woke up before 9 am in the morning. So, i can do the stuff like helping my mom do the laundry and tidy my room.

Second, try to not sleep after i wake up in the morning. Every single time i woke up early i can't resist the temptation to sleep again at 11 am. I can only stay awake for about 2 hours. But i did it again, for the last 2 days. Yeah the only thing i can do to make me awake all day long is stay on the internet hahaha.

Third, try to go to bed before midnight. Its so hard to do, but i try to do it like really i have to do it.

So that's me in a free time, and try to change my recent bad daily habits. Btw, i feel like im in the mood to write more post today, so after i'm havin a life, i will tell you the reason why i started to write a blog post with english (again). Maybe if you following me on twitter you'll know i mostly tweet in english recently. This is awkward but i'll tell you in the next post.

See ya later, Byeeeeee...


Popular posts from this blog

Lucas Piazon the Next Chelsea's Football Star